Yes, I have come back!!!! :D I have decided to return to the world of blogging! So, here's something I wrote just kind of off the top of my head. :) Not exactly happy or inspiring...but, yeah...
The pain spirals,
The hurt’s so clear.
Anguished cries fill my soul,
And I wonder if you hear?
Do you hear all the things I say?
Do you notice all I try to do?
Is everything I say in vain?
Do my strained smiles ever reach you?
Do my choked back tears make no difference?
Does my friendship fall flat, never to be returned?
Do I even matter to you?
Are the “I love you’s” just a sham?
Are the hugs a cover up?
Are the words whispered softly in my ear, just part of a mask you wear?
~ Lei
